Thank y'all for all of your comments as well as emails making certain I was okay.
I've had a hectic few weeks as well as guide maintain been wanting to update y'all on things, but genuinely merely needed some fourth dimension for things to calm downwardly first.
As many of y'all know, this hasn't been an piece of cake pregnancy for me. I had horrible all twenty-four hours morning time sickness for the commencement fifteen weeks.
And it didn't halt there.
For the by iii months (since almost calendar week 17), I've been fighting off preterm undertaking as well as I haven't been able to create much other than lay on my couch. Weekly doc visits, nonstop tests, as well as multiple trips to the hospital...it's been the hardest few months of my life. But, I've tried to rest positive, non complain also much, as well as non larn also poor almost all the materials I can't do.
There guide maintain been a few weeks where I've merely cried as well as cried as well as basically been a blob of tears, as well as and thence at that spot are weeks where I create okay as well as am able to grip whatever is thrown at me. It varies widely.
So hug Jesse if y'all come across him.
So hug Jesse if y'all come across him.
The skillful intelligence is that infant is salubrious as well as thence am I. My cervix, although stable thence far, is extremely brusk as well as a constant trace of piece of job for my doctor
(I never persuasion the twenty-four hours would come upwardly when I would guide maintain to utter the give-and-take 'cervix' on my blog. You're welcome.). This causes me to experience Influenza A virus subtype H5N1 LOT of Braxton Hicks contractions, as well as to experience similar I can't locomote on my feet for longer than 10-20 minutes. But, nonetheless, nosotros are marching on, infant as well as I, as well as nosotros are determined to arrive equally far equally nosotros can.
(I never persuasion the twenty-four hours would come upwardly when I would guide maintain to utter the give-and-take 'cervix' on my blog. You're welcome.). This causes me to experience Influenza A virus subtype H5N1 LOT of Braxton Hicks contractions, as well as to experience similar I can't locomote on my feet for longer than 10-20 minutes. But, nonetheless, nosotros are marching on, infant as well as I, as well as nosotros are determined to arrive equally far equally nosotros can.
I am currently 29 weeks, as well as amongst each passing day, I celebrate some other victory. I can't fifty-fifty laid about to say y'all how far away 29 weeks seemed when this all started happening some calendar week 17.
So, none of this is ideal, as well as it's definitely non the pregnancy I had envisioned...the ane consummate amongst infant showers as well as motherhood photos as well as assembling a beautiful plant nursery (you know, all of the superficial nonetheless fun materials everyone looks forrad to). It's been to a greater extent than of a vii calendar month long panic assault filled amongst barf as well as tears. But this is life, as well as sometimes life has a agency of giving us what nosotros bespeak rather than what nosotros want. So, equally I ever travail to create when having a difficult time, I've been thinking a lot almost what this experience is trying to learn me.
And inwards this instance, I know that life was telling me non to guide maintain a unmarried matter for granted. And thence when I hold off around, rather than seeing all of the things that guide maintain gone wrong, I come across how much my beloved for Jesse has grown amongst each passing twenty-four hours (as he takes every burden he tin give the sack off my shoulders as well as continues to demo me unconditional beloved despite my moodiness as well as calendar week long stints of wearing the same maxi dress), as well as most of all, I come across how absolutely thankful I am to locomote continuing on amongst a salubrious pregnancy.
Who tin give the sack complain, really.
Who tin give the sack complain, really.
So, that's what's been going on.
My sincerest apologies for existence a footling sporadic amongst the spider web log posts these days. We finally finished the bulk of our basement in conclusion weekend (Well, Jesse did.) as well as guide maintain genuinely been living downwardly there, equally nosotros decided upon some in conclusion infinitesimal renovations to the upstairs earlier the infant comes. And yes, I'm a crazy person. I hope to locomote able to share all of this amongst y'all guys over the class of the adjacent calendar month or two, but I won't brand whatever promises, equally things are a footling hectic as well as difficult to predict. Plus, I merely motion a footling slower than commons correct now.
Thank y'all guys thence much for existence hither as well as for your patience amongst me equally I larn through the adjacent footling while.
Tootie as well as I volition basically locomote doing this until the halt of June:
'Til adjacent time!
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